i need you

i feel so lost now. i know its not possible for you to be by my side when i need youu. anyway stay strong! fight through! we will all be supporting you!

Would you be there

If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's okay,

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,

And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,

And touch my lips with tender love and care

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be there,

to kiss my pain away?

*for that someone who wants the lyrics of this song*

experience !

it was truely an experience. a dangerous yet adventurous one for the 4 of us!

it was really tiring too

i only manage to catch 2 hours of sleep =[

there the 4 of us

taken at danga bay

*took from nette's blog*

DIE !

ponning 2 straight lessons of IB

no more ponning of IB lessons le =[

vincent koh called and i really know how tc crap !

LOL

bogoshipda

i do not know whether did i make the right choice by asking that question? im just lost now. i really want you. its been so fast....... anyway thanks for the 3months we have been together. =] i do not know what to say. maybe half of things i wan to say is in the card itself already. yeahh. thats for now...

wad's forever without the love from the two of us?
wad's love without the trust from the two of us?
wad's trust without the understanding from the two of us?
wad's understanding without the ample quality time spent together?
wad's time spent together without the effort and genuine thoughts from the two of us?
wad's effort and genuine thoughts without the compromising of both?yet, it is both, not individual.
wad's both without you, or me?

hahahaa. remembering me singing forever love to you.......... but well.......... things just turn out this way

:(

you are not like before =[

No words are needed, I just want to be by your side Love is calling
I want us to hold each other tightly

These strong, genuine feelings I have could stop time I like you

They don't stay still Our feelings cannot stop Where do we go?
When we realized it, we were already in love We can't turn back now
If you're aware that there are no boundaries in blue sky

Then quickly come to me

I want us to hold each other tightly These strong,

genuine feelings I have could stop time I like you

Explainations or goals do not exist The steps we take show the way we are
When we're unaware of how we feel Then let's hold hand and never let go

The season for us to be lovers has arrived So let's open out our arms

No words are needed, I just want to feel your warmth Love is burning
I want to become one with you Once we're close,

our eyes will open I like you so much

That the painful accusations will melt away

I truly like you
I like you so much that I could melt away

I'll still be watching over you

I'll become your comfort

I'll make you smile so much that you'll always be satisfied

I'll love you

....................................

No words are needed, I just want to be by your side I like you so much that I could melt away

:)

in a predicament

did it become like a habit already ?

was it that you are getting use to this life you are now ?

im not sure whether this is the way it goes.

you never knew

the things you said

had hurt me in some ways or other

im trying hard

to do all i could

to give the best

all for you :)

i've done things i never done

i've shed tears i've never shed for anyone

im just hoping all this could get to you.

remember the promise you have made to me

remember the things you made for me

remember all the problems we have been through together

all this would be the memories which cant be forgotten for me

thats all for now.

who knows whether you will even read this post

:(

About the time when the sun set
my footsteps took me opening my eyes,
to a place i thought i had forgotten.
Whether i still have some hatred towards you,
i want to be free now.
I believed time would solve everything
was that in itself a foolish belief?
Now i want to just go with the flow of things.
It doesn't matter to you anymore.

From the start,
a person like you never existed to me
the way i didn't to you.
Remember,
one day you'll hurt as much as i did
from someone other than myself
you'll experience the same pain.

I'm sorry.
this is all i can do.
It's the only way it can be,really.
For that day to come
when i can start over like you.
For me, who can't love you
and can't help but hate you.

A L I V E

im still alive. hahahaa. lots of things happened during this ehh 2 months ? hahaahaaaa.
CNY/exams/valentines day ;) *which is in the midst of my exam grrrr! * / work / some misunderstandings bla bla blahhh.................................

im so pissed about this creating time table slot thingy ! so im here to write about it. hahhaa. anyway this BA self select time tabling ! its so crap lah can. i was figuring out and setting my time table just now. and damn bloody hell ! there is no way i can fit in my timing perfectly. there is still bound to be one module which cant be fit in as lecture will sure clash with either my tutorial or workshop. as someone of u know may understand that im a cross level student lahh.arghh. shall not repeat my whole long winded story again. next time may be should record it and play it once and for all for those who wanna understand why am i a cross leveler lah. for the tutors too? hmmmm.... so i was sicked of figuring out what time slot to put in. there is no way that i can haf my ideal time slot with the ideal timing that i want. damn FUCK ! the BA staff told us " ohhh. actually you can select ur time table this way bla bla bla " damn it lor. actually they have in mind that there is no way we can fit our time table and there is only one way their desired way in order to fit my 5 modules in. what a waste of time ! are they trying to play us around. making us play the mix and match thing grrr &@^#%@@#$@#$ CURSE THEM ! i feel so screwed now lah. my life my everything. lol okokkkk. *tears start to form around my eye lids* sobs sobssssss am i being too emo here. hahaaha......

add some pictures as it vivify the whole thing in here. my time table which has one module less WDA. damn it !